||[Apr. 14th, 2011|03:38 pm]
i dont know why i always let myself believe|
and ive lost count of all the times ive said im done.
so here we go again.
this time does feel like forever. or at least another 6 months. I'll be okay. Just like before, i was able to cry it out and pick myself up. I'll do it again. this time with words of wisdom i didnt have before. and the same shoulders that have been there for me in the past.
that pain that runs straight to my bones is back. but i know it'll go away eventually. and i know some days are going to be empty. but not all of them :)
little by little it will get better.
fuck you. you arent my better half. you never have been.